Megan | Twenty | Colorado
"We're all wounded anyway,
in our respective ways."
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congratulations, you're alive
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“Perhaps it is true that we do not really exist until there is someone there to see us existing, we cannot properly speak until there is someone who can understand what we are saying in essence, we are not wholly alive until we are loved.”
— Alain de Botton, On Love (via floristries)
All packed up and ready to go. See you on June 1st, Colorado. I’m South Dakota bound! (Taken with instagram)
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Addicted - Morgan Page ft. Greg Laswell
And I, I might be addicted
To where and how you land up on your feet
Yeah, I might be addicted
To how you always get the best of me
I say out loud this is the last time
I say out loud this is the last time
I wonder if you’ll back down
There is no end in sight
Am I a fool to hang on
And will we ever really get it right?
I feel like I’m stuck right now. Even though I have a wonderful life and I am leaving to go on vacation tomorrow afternoon, I still have the same thing on my mind. How stupid is it that I’m still stuck on this one girl? I’m sure people probably think I’m nuts or that I like pain or something.. Anyways. Right now I’m playing the waiting game. Waiting.. waiting.. and some more fucking waiting. I’m not a very patient person most of the time, but I’m at least trying to be with this situation.
I’ve severed all ties with the other girls I was seeing over the past couple months, I’ve made myself completely available. I don’t want to go reaching out to someone when I still have someone else on the side, that’s just not really right. So, I did that and then I made the attempt to get this girl back. Now I’m being told that I have to wait. Telling me to wait is like.. telling a shark not to swim. It honestly seems impossible for me to become a patient person, but I’m trying to be for this girl. I think that says a lot.
The fact that I keep trying over and over again says a lot. I’m just not sure she’s getting the message. In a way, it seems like she is because she didn’t tell me to stop.. but then she’s completely hesitant to give me any type of answer. I guess I’m just confused. Fucking help me. Save me from my own thoughts.
