
— Alain de Botton, On Love (via floristries)
All packed up and ready to go. See you on June 1st, Colorado. I’m South Dakota bound! (Taken with instagram)
Addicted - Morgan Page ft. Greg Laswell
And I, I might be addicted
To where and how you land up on your feet
Yeah, I might be addicted
To how you always get the best of me
I say out loud this is the last time
I say out loud this is the last time
I wonder if you’ll back down
There is no end in sight
Am I a fool to hang on
And will we ever really get it right?
I feel like I’m stuck right now. Even though I have a wonderful life and I am leaving to go on vacation tomorrow afternoon, I still have the same thing on my mind. How stupid is it that I’m still stuck on this one girl? I’m sure people probably think I’m nuts or that I like pain or something.. Anyways. Right now I’m playing the waiting game. Waiting.. waiting.. and some more fucking waiting. I’m not a very patient person most of the time, but I’m at least trying to be with this situation.
I’ve severed all ties with the other girls I was seeing over the past couple months, I’ve made myself completely available. I don’t want to go reaching out to someone when I still have someone else on the side, that’s just not really right. So, I did that and then I made the attempt to get this girl back. Now I’m being told that I have to wait. Telling me to wait is like.. telling a shark not to swim. It honestly seems impossible for me to become a patient person, but I’m trying to be for this girl. I think that says a lot.
The fact that I keep trying over and over again says a lot. I’m just not sure she’s getting the message. In a way, it seems like she is because she didn’t tell me to stop.. but then she’s completely hesitant to give me any type of answer. I guess I’m just confused. Fucking help me. Save me from my own thoughts.